My Black Memory

I loved you, you made me, hate me
You gave me hate see?
It saved me and these tears are deadly
You feel bad? You fell sad?
I'm sorry hell no that

It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife
This strife it dies, this life and these lies
And these lungs have sung this song for too long
And it's true I hurt too remember I loved you

And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same
I've been abused, I feel so used because of you
I'm sorry, I'm sorry no

Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound
And my tears are over now,
I can leave with my head down.